Thursday, December 19, 2024

Sharing the Gospel at Christmas: A Call to Boldness

 


Christmas is a time of joy, celebration, and reflection. As Christians, we have the unique opportunity to share the true meaning of this season with those around us. Luke 2:17 tells us, "Now when they had seen Him, they made widely known the saying which was told them concerning this Child." This verse inspires us to spread the Good News of Christ's birth and the hope it brings.

1. Be Prepared to Share Your Testimony

The shepherds in the Christmas story had a personal encounter with the newborn Jesus. Their experience transformed them, and they couldn't help but share what they had seen and heard. Similarly, our own experiences with Christ should shape our witness. Be ready to share your personal testimony of how Christ has impacted your life. God can use your story to be a powerful tool to draw others to Him, but you have to be prepared to share it. 

2. Seize Opportunities to Share the Gospel

Christmas provides many opportunities to share the gospel. Whether it's through casual conversations with friends and family, volunteering at a local charity, or participating in church events, be intentional about looking for ways to share the love of Christ. Remember, every interaction is a potential moment to plant a seed of faith.

3. Use Creative Ways to Share the Gospel

In today's digital age, there are countless creative ways to share the gospel. Consider using social media to share inspiring Christmas messages, create personalized Christmas cards with a gospel message, or organize a Christmas party with a gospel theme. Get creative and find ways to share the Good News that resonate with people's hearts.

As we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ this Christmas, let us be inspired by the shepherds' example and share the Good News with those around us. May our words and actions point others to the true meaning of Christmas – the love and salvation offered by our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Tuesday, December 17, 2024

All to Jesus I Surrender - The Story Behind the Song

 


If you grew up in a traditional church, you undoubtedly sung many of the verses of the hymn, "I Surrender All." It was/is a staple of the invitation portion of church and revival services. Songs of personal commitment to Christ often stem from a particular experience in the life of the author. This is a good example.

The author of the hymn, Judson Van de Venter (1855-1939) was raised on a farm near Dundee, Michigan. After graduating from Hillsdale College, he taught art in public schools in Sharon, Pennsylvania. Van Deventer was active in his Methodist Episcopal Church, including participation in revivals held at the church. He had a heart for God and a passion to share the Good News with others. Based on his fervent faith and service to the church, friends encouraged him to leave his field of teaching and become an evangelist, but it took him five years to finally "surrender all" and go into full-time ministry. He writes of the experience: 

The song was written while I was conducting a meeting at East Palestine, Ohio, and in the home of George Sebring. For some time, I had struggled between developing my talents in the field of art and going into full-time evangelistic work. At last the pivotal hour of my life came, and I surrendered all. A new day was ushered into my life. I became and evangelist and discovered down deep in my soul a talent hitherto unknown to me. God had hidden a song in my heart, and touching a tender chord, he caused me to sing. (Quoted by Kenneth Osbeck, 101 More Hymn Stories.)

After surrendering his all to the Lord, he joined the ministry of evangelist J. Wilbur Chapman. His ministry took him to various places in the United States, England, and Scotland. In his life he wrote around 75 hymns, but his most famous is also his most personal. Judson Van de Venter surrendered his all to the Lord, and the Lord is still using this man's works to impact the world for the kingdom of God. 

You never know what God will do through one moment of surrender!




Thursday, December 12, 2024

Trusting in the Lord: A Path to Peace

 

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.

Proverbs 3:5-6 ESV 

Christmas can be one of the most stressful times of the year. Along with the pressures of buying presents, decoratiing, planning family gatherings, church activities and more, there is the internal pressures we put on ourselves to do everything right, trying to create the best possible experience for everyone else. It is easy to take matters into our own hands and feel responsible for everything. When we do, it usually leads to discouragement and frustrations during the holidays. 

There is a better way ... TRUST IN THE LORD. You may not think the Lord cares much about your family gatherings and holiday traditions, or about the personal pressures you put on yourself to get everything right, but I assure you that He does. And He doesn't want you to be stressed at at Christmas. He wants you to trust in Him, and let Him give you his peace. 

Proverbs 3:5-6 has a lot to say about trusting the Lord to being the Path of Peace. This passage tells us:  

1. The Power of Trust

The writer of the proverb encourages us to place our complete trust in the Lord. This means surrendering our worries, fears, and anxieties to Him. When we trust in the Lord, we acknowledge His sovereignty and His perfect plan for our lives. This trust allows us to let go of the need to control every situation and outcome. It enables us to let go of the myth of the "perfect Christmas."

2. The Danger of Self-Reliance

This passage also teaches us that leaning on our own understanding can lead to frustration, disappointment, and a sense of isolation. When we rely on our own limited knowledge and abilities, we often make decisions that are not aligned with God's will. It's important to recognize that our understanding is limited and that God's wisdom surpasses ours.

3. The Path to Straightening Our Ways

To experience the fullness of God's blessings, we must acknowledge Him in all our ways. This means seeking His guidance and direction in every aspect of our lives. When we acknowledge Him, we invite Him to work in our lives and to straighten our paths. This doesn't mean that our lives will be free from challenges, but it does mean that God will be with us every step of the way.

Trusting God at Christmas means surrendering our will to His, trusting Him to provide for everything we need, and letting Him guide our hearts and lives on His path of peace. 

Friday, December 6, 2024

Advent: Getting Ready for Christmas

 

But when the right time came, God sent his Son, born of a woman, subject to the law. God sent him to buy freedom for us who were slaves to the law, so that he could adopt us as his very own children. And because we are his children, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, prompting us to call out, “Abba, Father.”  Galatians 4:4-6 NLT

What is Advent? 

Advent is the four weeks leading up to Christmas, and is a time dedicated to anticipating the arrival, or "advent," of Jesus. It is also a season that Christians can use to prepare spiritually for the celebration of Christmas. 

Christmas is a time for joy, peace, and reflection. While the commercial aspects of the season can sometimes overshadow its spiritual significance, it's essential to take time to connect with the true meaning of Christmas. Here are some ways to spiritually prepare for this special time of year:

1. Reflect on the True Meaning of Christmas

Spend some time each day reading Scriptures related to the birth of Jesus in the Bible. The YouVersion Bible App (or Bible.com) has Advent/Christmas reading plans for this season. But don't just read the Scriptures, meditate and reflect on the significance of God sending His Son Jesus. Pray for understanding of the love of God shown through Christmas. 

 2. Practice Gratitude

Practicing gratitude is good for you ... always. The Apostle Paul writes, Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalonians 5:18 NLT. Our Christmas season often gets consumed with consumerism; we're focused on buying gifts and keeping lists. Gratitude gets us refocused on the right things at Christmas. Even if you don't journal, take five minutes every day and write down 1-3 things that you are thankful for.  

3. Engage in Acts of Service

Christmas is about giving, but not just gifts. John 3:16 tells us that God so loved the world that He gave ... but He didn't just give a gift, He gave Himself to us at Christmas. Find ways to give yourself to others. Volunteer your time to serve in your church, or visit the less fortunate (i.e. nursing homes), offer to assist neighbors, family or others in any way you can. Practice "Random Acts of Kindness" for strangers, or someone you know, but do it anonymously. The main thing is to keep your focus outward instead of inward. 

4. Spend Time Daily in Prayer

Take time each day to pray, thanking God for this season to celebrate His Son, praying for your own personal focus in this season, and for others who may be hurting or less fortunate. Christmas is not always a happy season, especially for those who have lost loved ones recently. As you pray, ask God to show you ways you can encourage others. 

By incorporating these spiritual practices into your daily life, you can deepen your connection with the true meaning of Christmas and experience a more meaningful and fulfilling holiday season.

“At this Christmas when Christ comes, will He find a warm heart? Mark the season of Advent by loving and serving the others with God’s own love and concern.” 

Mother Teresa, Love: A Fruit Always in Season

Thursday, November 28, 2024

Happy Thanksgiving

 


Happy Thanksgiving! 

I have so many fond memories of Thanksgiving Day - no school! Watching the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade and wowing over the giant balloons, the size of the crowds, the beautiful floats and so much more. The smell of delicious food cooking in the kitchen. The warmth of the house because of all the food and people. And then the quietness of the evening after everyone is gone. 

Though those memories come from my childhood, today will be much the same. Our family will gather and celebrate the goodness of God. We'll watch the parade and eat delicious food. The house will be warm from the cooking and the gathering of so many people. We'll laugh, reflect on our blessings, make plans for Christmas and enjoy the day. And then at some point, family will begin to leave, the house will cool off, the kitchen will be cleaned and the quietness of the evening will settle in and we will rest. 

Rituals like Thanksgiving Day are an important part of our family. We reconnect with one another and we are building memories and traditions for our grandkids. My prayer is that they will see the importance of family, of counting our blessings, enjoying the craziness of the holiday, and look forward to Thanksgivings in the future. 

From our family to yours - Happy Thanksgiving!




Monday, October 21, 2024

The Watering Hole

 

[22] But don’t just listen to God’s word. You must do what it says. Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves. [23] For if you listen to the word and don’t obey, it is like glancing at your face in a mirror. [24] You see yourself, walk away, and forget what you look like. [25] But if you look carefully into the perfect law that sets you free, and if you do what it says and don’t forget what you heard, then God will bless you for doing it. James 1:22-25 NLT

After church and a delicious Pastor Appreciation brunch yesterday Cecelia and I drove to Harriman to be part of a unique ministry. A friend of mine, Kasey Stout has a ministry called The Watering Hole. On Sunday afternoons he sets up on the side of Roan State Hwy and the Clinch River and has church. He started it almost a year ago when he said the Lord told him to go to the river and baptize people who came to him. He obeyed. He put it on Facebook that he would be there between 1-3 Sunday afternoons. First couple of weeks not many came, but soon God began to draw people there for salvation, prayer, encouragement and obedience. 

Yesterday was the 43rd Sunday of the Watering Hole and Kasey had invited me to preach. By the time I got there, there were about 30 people who came for the service. Some brought food to feed the people who came. Several people were under a canopy kneeling at a prayer altar that had been set up. Two people were scheduled to be baptized at the end of the service, but Kasey gave the invitation after I preached and two other people came for salvation and another woman came for baptism (she had been saved at home, but drove two hours to be baptized at the Watering Hole). In all two people professed faith in Christ and a total of five were baptized in the river.  It was evident the Spirit of the Lord was there. 

Kasey is a Corrections Officer at the prison where I teach for Carson Newman. We met about a year ago and a friendship started. Kasey is a genuine person and a passionate follower of the Lord. I have seen him witness to and pray with inmates, other CO's, and staff at the prison. I've followed him on Facebook and he is always involved in sharing the gospel and serving others in any way he can. During the recent storms and flooding in our area, on his own time, Kasey gathered people, donations and supplies and delivered them to some of the most hard hit areas. 

When I read the passage in James 1 about not just hearing the word but doing the word, I think of Kasey and The Watering Hole. By faith, he obeyed what God was telling him to do, and God has done some amazing things. Lives have been changed because he and others are there. He has been an inspiration to me of what it looks like when someone hears what God is telling him to do, and does it without knowing what the outcome will be. In reality, Kasey is living the normal Christian life. What would our world look like if the rest of us followers of Jesus listened for what God is telling us to do, and then just did it? I have a feeling it would be a lot better world, and God would be glorified!




Wednesday, October 16, 2024

Hit the Ground Running

Most Mondays I try to send a men's text group a word of encouragement to start their day and week. here is the encouragament from this past Monday: 

No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead,  I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us. Philippians 3:13-14 NLT

There is an African proverb that says:

"Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up, it knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve. It doesn't matter whether you're the lion or a gazelle-when the sun comes up, you'd better be running."

The apostle Paul understood the importance of "running" but his goal wasn't to survive, his goal was to attain "the prize", to fulfill the calling God placed on his life, and to draw closer to Jesus.

We are all "running" this race called life, but what (or who)  are you running for? Are you running just to survive, or are you running for the glory of the Lord? Let go of the past and "press" toward Christ.

Praying you have a blessed week as you run the race of your life. 


Thursday, September 12, 2024

"But God"

 

2 You used to live in sin, just like the rest of the world, obeying the devil... 3 All of us used to live that way, following the passionate desires and inclinations of our sinful nature. By our very nature we were subject to God’s anger, just like everyone else. 4 But God is so rich in mercy, and he loved us so much, 5 that even though we were dead because of our sins, he gave us life when he raised Christ from the dead. (It is only by God’s grace that you have been saved!) Ephesians 2:2-5 NLT

The semicolon is a period on top of a comma. In writing, the semicolon is used to connect two independent but relatable thoughts. The semicolon represents a decision by the writer to continue the sentence where it could have been ended. 

I have often seen people with semicolon tattoos or wearing shirts or jewelry with a semicolon. When you see a person with a semicolon it often symbolizes that the person has overcome difficult challenges or hardships and is moving forward in their lives. The wearer could have given up and perhaps even ended their lives, but decided to overcome and move forward. The semicolon represents a continuation where an end was likely.

In Ephesians 2 Paul is reminding his readers that their lives were once on a dead end path. They, and all of us, were dead in our trespasses and sins. There was nothing we could do about it; dead people can't change their situation. But God stepped in and changed all of that. The One who is overflowing with mercy, because He loved us so much, stepped into our hopeless, dead end lives and raised us from the dead, giving us life, hope, peace, joy and so much more. The "But God" is God's semicolon; it represents a continuation where and end was likely. 

God has always been a "But God" kind of God. Consider these "But God" Scriptures: 

(Joseph said to his brothers) You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many people. Genesis 50:20

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalm 73:26

Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible. Matthew 19:26

When they had carried out all that was written about him, they took him down from the cross and laid him in a tomb. But God raised him from the dead . . .  Acts 13:29-30

For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. For one will hardly die for a righteous man; though perhaps for the good man someone would dare even to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:6-8

No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able . . . 1 Corinthians 10:13

"But God" are two of the best words to hear in a story. If you’re in a season where you are waiting on God, encourage your faith by reading through and meditating on these "But God" Scriptures, and let God continue to write your story. 

Thursday, August 29, 2024

Lessons in Prayer

 15 For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all God’s people, 16 I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers.

Ephesians 1:15-16


We are studying Ephesians verse-by-verse on Wednesday evenings at church. We are in week three of chapter one 😄. Chapter one is basically one long prayer that Paul is praying for the believers at Ephesus (in fact, verses 3-14 is one long sentence!) The prayer is in the form of a benediction or words of blessing. Last night we talked about verses 15-18, which is a continuation of the benediction, and three things really struck me: 

1. Paul's prayer is very positive and affirming. Of course he is writing his prayer knowing it is going to be read to the church (or churches), so it would make sense that he would start out on a positive note. But I think that's the way Paul probably prayed all the time - positive and affirming. It made me think about my praying, and honestly much of my praying is grumbling and complaining about things that are bothering me, or things I want the Lord to fix. That needs to change. I don't like it when people complain to me all the time, I can't imagine it is much of a blessing to the Lord when I do it to Him. 

2. Paul's prayer is other-people centered. Again, he's writing a prayer that will be read to a church, so this makes sense. But, as I reflect on my praying, I usually start with me, my needs and wants, and my problems. Later down the line I'll mention others that I am praying for, but it is usually as I am wrapping things up. How different would my prayer life be if I started by praying for others first?

3. Paul's prayer is focused on the spiritual rather than the physical. The first part of his prayer (vs. 3-14) is focused on reminding them who they are and what they have in Christ. He reminds them of the gospel that they had received and how Jesus saved and sealed them in Christ. And then in the second part of his prayer (15-23) he is praying that they would know God at a deeper level, and know all the spiritual blessings they have in Him. He's praying for their spiritual growth. 

Again, when I think about my own praying, it is too often focused on material things, both for myself and the few other people I pray for - physical healing, financial needs met, jobs, relationships. Nothing wrong with praying for those things, but should those physical needs take precedence over the spiritual lives of those I pray for? 

When it comes to prayer (and many other things) I am a work in progress, but thankfully the Lord never gives up on me, and He is always challenging me to grow in my praying ... and He is you too. 






Sunday, July 28, 2024

God and Gold Medals

 

But now the Lord declares: "Far be it from me! Those who honor me I will honor, but those who despise me will be disdained." 1 Samuel 2:30 NIV

Before this year, the Summer Olympics were last held in France 100 years ago in 1924. One of the stars of the 1924 Olympic Games was a runner named Eric Liddell. Known as the "Flying Scotsman," Liddell went to Paris as the favorite to win gold in the 100 meter, However when the races were scheduled, the 100 meter was to be on Sunday. A devout Christian, raised by missionary parents in China, Liddell refused to participate. He claimed Sunday was the Lord's Day, a day of rest not competition. Teammates, friends and even politicians pressured and begged him to change his mind, but he refused. It was determined that he would run the 400 meter that would be on a different day. 

No one expected Liddell to do very well in the 400 since he had not really trained for it. Some people even criticized him for his religious faith. One reporter wrote that Liddell "...should look down the track rather than look up to the sky.” Just before he headed to the stadium to compete in the 400m finals a trainer gave him a note that read, “ In the Old Book it says, “He that honors Me, him I will honor”1Samuel 2:30. To everyone's surprise, he not only won the gold medal, Liddell also broke the Olympic and world records for the 400 meter at the time. He would also win bronze in the 200 meter. 

Soon after the Paris Olympics, Liddell married his fiancée and began to serve as a missionary with the London Missionary Society's mission in China, where his parents had been worked and where he had been born. When the Japanese invaded China at the start of WW2 Liddell decided to stay and minister to others. Eventually, Liddell was captured and imprisoned in a Japanese internment camp. When he had an opportunity to be freed, he declined a prisoner swap so an expectant mother could go home. He ministered daily to those around him. Even in prison, not a day passed that Eric did not spend time reading Scripture and praying. He surrendered himself to be used of God in a prison camp.

In 1945 Liddell developed an an inoperable brain tumor. As he lay dying, he reminded those attending him to surrender everything to the will of God. While slipping into a coma, he was heard trying to say the word that typified his life – “surrender.” He died in a Japanese prison camp, but fellow prisoners said, “Jesus Christ was among us because we saw Him in Eric Liddell."

Eric Liddell received a gold medal in the 1924 Olympics for his efforts in a competition, but he received something greater than a gold medal from the Lord for his surrender to Christ. Friends, don't waste your life living for the wrong things, live the the eternal. 

(The film "Chariots of Fire" (1981) told the story of Eric Liddell and the Olympic Games.)





Friday, December 8, 2023

Happy Hanukkah !

 

 

The Jewish holiday of Hanukkah began Thursday, December 7th. A friend, Pastor Larry Robertson shared this information on his Facebook page. I thought it was helpful and worth passing along: 

"Jesus observed Hanukkah, also known as the Feast of Dedication. We read in John 10:22-23, “At that time the Feast of the Dedication took place at Jerusalem; it was winter, and Jesus was walking in the temple in the portico of Solomon.”

The story of Hanukkah really is amazing. It comes from the 2nd century BC after Antiochus Epiphanes invaded Jerusalem, raided the temple, set up an altar to Zeus in the Temple, and slaughtered pigs to Zeus in the Temple of the LORD! When the Jewish people argued against the desecration, Antiochus Epiphanes slaughtered many of the Jews and sold others into slavery. He also made circumcision illegal and required everyone to sacrifice to pagan gods and eat pig flesh.

In 167-166, however, Judas Maccabeus led a revolt against the Greeks and won! Afterward, the Temple was cleansed and rededicated to the Lord, thus the “Feast of the Dedication.”

And as the story goes, when the Jews went to relight the Menorah in the Temple, they found only enough consecrated oil to light it for one day … but miraculously, it lasted for eight days, which is why the celebration of Hanukkah lasts for eight days.

Hanukkah is also known as the Festival of Lights. Use these next 8 days as a prayer prompt to pray for the power of the Gospel to bring souls from spiritual darkness into the Light." (Larry Robertson)

As we prepare our hearts to celebrate the birth of the Savior, the true Light of the World, let us join in praying for those who have yet to see the Light, and let's strive to be Light-bearers to those living in darkness! 

God bless, and Happy Hanukkah!



Tuesday, October 10, 2023

Pray for Israel

 

Pray for peace in Jerusalem. May all who love this city prosper.

Psalm 122:6

I'm sure you are aware of the situation in Israel. Recently Pastor Dean Haun of First Baptist Church of Morristown, posted an article from a ministry contact in Israel. It is a guide to praying for Israel during this current crisis. 


PRAYING FOR ISRAEL…
The Hamaayan congregation in Israel (one of our partners) put out a great prayer guide for believers concerning this conflict:
1) Pray for the young people who have been called up to active military service as well as their families who see them off knowing how devastating this conflict is. Joining with the soldiers who are already in service. There are many from our congregation & all the congregations in Israel being called up daily.
2) Pray for the soldiers, for wisdom & discernment when looking for the terrorists who are still hiding in the villages & other place through the country.
3) Pray for the kidnapped soldiers & citizens, many elderly, women, small children, for their safety & quick release.
4) Pray for a wall of fire, for protection against the intervention of Hezbollah, the Muslim Shihad from Lebanon, allies of Iran, that they will not open another front against Israel from the North.
5) Our families and friends living in the south where the devastation is the most extensive. Pray they are safe, out of harm’s way and will be healed of post-traumatic stress. All of them will have friends/relatives that they celebrated the holidays with, now gone.
6) Our government and military to make wise, long-lasting decisions that honors God, seeks His help and wisdom to defeat the enemy and save our troops.
7) Many families lost their home along with all their belongings. Pray that God will supply and provide for them.

8) For the body of Yeshua (Jesus) to unite and be the light to their friends and family. Going through this trauma as well, for God to give them the strength to give out.

“See how they are rewarding us by coming to drive us out from Your possession which You have given us as an inheritance. Our God, will You not judge them? For we are powerless before this great multitude that is coming against us; nor do we know what to do, but our eyes are on You.” (2 Chronicles 20:11-12).

Thank you for praying!



Tuesday, August 22, 2023

Get Up and Go On

 


The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again... Proverbs 24:16 NLT

Recently I found myself falling back into some old patterns of thinking and behaving that have plagued me for much of my life. Over the years I have tried hard and worked hard to break some habits and thought processes that bring me down spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I will do good for a while, sometimes even long stretches, but then I either get lazy or something triggers me and I fall back into my old ways. It's very frustrating and I've asked God to "fix" me many times over the years, but I end up back in my old ways. I even wrote in prayer journal on Monday, as a prayer to God, "I know it's not true, but part of me thinks I'm never going to be able to change in this area. I am ... disappointed with myself. I am sorry ... but I am always sorry after the fact." 

This morning (Tuesday) I was doing my morning walk around the neighborhood, ear pods in, listening to a podcast and not paying much attention to where I was walking. About a fourth of the way into my neighborhood loop I stepped on the edge of the pavement with my left foot, my ankle turned and down I went onto the pavement. I managed to get my right hand down to catch myself, and I turned a little to my right side to keep my face from planting on the ground; I landed on my right side and rolled a little. I immediately looked around to see if anyone saw me (it was about 7:30am and thankfully no one was outside their house.) I got up and sort of triaged myself to make sure I hadn't sprained my ankle or broken a hip. Thankfully just a few scrapes on my right hand a nice little blood-blister. I continued on my walk, picking up the pace to get out of that part of the neighborhood just in case someone was looking out their window when I fell. 

As I continued my walk, I was thinking about my fall and the Holy Spirit began to speak - "How did you respond when you fell?" I got up, checked myself out and moved on. "What did you WANT to do when you fell?" Well... my first thought was to lay there on the road and feel sorry for myself. I was already discouraged, and my fall just added insult to injury. I also thought about rolling off the pavement, down into the ditch next to the road and hide out in case someone saw me. But instead, I got up, brushed myself off and kept moving. 

The Holy Spirit reminded me that when I fall back into my old patterns of life, it's like taking a fall. I basically have three ways I can respond: 1. I can wallow in self pity and beat myself up for failing again (which is what I was doing). 2. I could withdraw from God and others and try to hide out in my shame and embarrassment (which I often do). Or 3. I could get up, get back on the road and keep moving forward (which is what He was telling me to do). I still had to deal with the consequences and pain of my failings, but I didn't have to stop making progress. 

I'm thankful God never gives up on me, even when I give up on myself. He is faithful to love me and teach me even when I fail Him (though I wish the lessons weren't so embarrassing and painful sometimes, lol). God loves me, and you too much to ever give up on us. 

I did make a couple of changes in my walk after my fall - I started paying attention to where I was walking, AND I stayed a good distance from the edge of the pavement the rest of the way. Both of those are good lessons for life as well.